I received it, thank you.

This might be an odd question, but do you think that sometime soon, we might sit together while you hold Charlotte? And if you can please not occlude at all while doing so... I think I can keep to the tasks of caring for a baby well enough. But I want to make sure that

Sorry. I want to know if the things I feel and think are normal, too.

I suppose I'm just worried I might have something wrong with me, or be missing something? Because of how I was raised. And I know what a good mother you are.

I already know that I love her, but if she doesn't stop crying and I feel overwhelmed and stressed, for example, is that normal?